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Test of Faith

You are facing something right now and your faith in yourself doesn’t exist, at this very moment. Life throws you the most unexpected circumstances from one to another. Life has beaten you down from waiting and you’re just exhausted. Hope is like an elusive butterfly, just out of reach. Sometimes I ask God, the universe – What have I done? Why am I in this position? Why is this happening to me? Then You start hating yourself for your weakness. You hate yourself for getting to this point. Trapped and alone – and that you don’t even know what to do. You take a deep breath think, and try to analyse every situation. While you sit and ponder, there are things that you have to realize before knowing what to do. And these things are often the key to understand every situation. It will take time.


There maybe times that you might overthink. Times you just want to give up. Times you feel alone or times you just want to forget everything – every single thing.  But here’s the reality. Understand life will not become amazing overnight. Understand sometimes shit happens and you need to deal with it when it does. It doesn’t mean life is horrible. It means things are just not happening the way you want it. Sometimes you just need to face it. Don’t give up or lose patience. Don’t be sad nor feel disappointed. Yes, it is easy to say.  But you are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. Being strong is the only choice you have. You simply have to remember. You have to remind yourself until you weave it into the very layer of your existence. You are strong enough and capable enough to what life challenges you. You can do absolutely anything you set your mind to. Will you falter? Sure. Will you mess up? Of course. There are lessons in those mistakes. Learn from them. Gather everything you’ve learned in life and put them into use. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy. But do not fear challenge for this enables you to grow.

Remember as you embark on your journey of self-reflection; just as winter draws to its end and the promise of spring dances in the distance, do not lose hope if what you’ve been wanting the most doesn’t happen overnight. There will be many false occurrences and you must learn from it. When the time is right, you must plant the seeds, you must tend to them and nurture them, you must put the work in to make everything become better. You must own it.

Trust in the process. Have patience. And never lose hope.


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